Friends

Quote of The Day: "Nobody is perfect, once we learn to stop trying to live up to unrealistic expectations, only then we will be happy with ourselves."

When we last left off, Tonez was going to Irvine to spend the night at my good friend Josh's dorm.
Overall, I had a very good time in Irvine. We didn't end up doing much, but I got to spend a lot of quality time with my friend Josh. It has been forever since I have actually hung out with dude. Josh and I, now, we goooo way back. We became friends in 7^th grade when we were both on our middle school's basketball team. We used to show up to practice early and shoot around and talk. I have always considered Josh one of my good friends, even though we didn't hang out that much in high school. I went with my bball friends and he went with his friends.

So we I got to Irvine I was able to check out the dorms and their suite style which is very different from over here at Long Beach. I thought it was tight though how everyone was realllllly cool with each other, they would like leave their doors open to talk to each other when ever. First things first, we went to the gym at UC Irvine, and while Josh and his roommate lifted weights, I decided to see their basketball talent. Didn't really have any dominating good players there but there were a lot of Asians that could shoot the lights out. After basketball we went swimming. After getting back to the dorms we went to the dining hall to eat. Now man I don't know how the food is on campus here, but the food at Irvine was 20x better than what we have here at Brooks. Chicken was off the chain. After eating we decided to go check out the baseball game but by the time we got there it was over. Not really having anything to do the guys decided they want to show me what yogurt land was. That place is the shit, also 20x better than that other yogurt place umm...shoot I forget what it's called but yogurt land is better. After that, we didn't really do much. Kinda just hung around and chilled with everyone. So after everyone goes to sleep at like 1 or 2, me and Josh decide to stay up and just talk. Talked about a lot of shit, really caught up with each other, we ended up staying up and talking until like 5 in the morning lol. I was really glad we were able to do that. It just reminded me how good of a friend that guy really is. He is one of the dudes I can really depend on no matter what, and he knows that I'm here for him always too. Here is a picture of me and my boy b4 I went to college; this is when we went to the A's game.

In light of all this, I decided I wanted to make a post about my closet friends and kind of what they mean to me. I am now going to introduce you to the Balla Boyz, and also one of my ultimate friends.

First up with the Balla Boyz we have Nickalaus Koury.
This fool is the funniest mofo I know. I also believe I can trust this ninja for whatever too. I think this guy really hold all of the Balla Boyz together. Without him all of us prolly wouldn't hang out together as much. We are always cracking jokes about each other's mama's and sister's and usually just little inside jokes. This guy is our center and grabs most of the rebounds. He can also hit the three sometimes lol. HAHA I remember one time when I spent the night at this fools house on a school night, we took like 30 pictures of ourselves cuz we could not stop laughing when the timer was counting down lol..hold up ill show yall a pic of that night. Lmao we could not stop laughing.
So if I ever decide to go to Humboldt State it would be because of this fool right here. This is the guy I stay in contact the most with since I've moved out here. And I plan on staying friends with this fool for a long time…ya know so I can keep getting with his mom and stuff lol.

Next, we have William Petty.
This guy is not nearly as funny as DJ or Nick, but he tries lol. He definitely is the best basketball player out of us 4, even though DJ would prolly argue that one. Will is still the one with a bball scholarship to Humboldt. The ninja is 6'4. Now Will is a really good guy. He has always been the Balla Boyz main transportation since I can remember. And the tight thing about him is not once have I ever seen him ask any of us for gas money. If you ask him to pick you or drop you off, he will usually do so, reluctantly, but he'll still do it. I find that to be real noble of dude. He is also probably the smartest out of us all too. He's just a blessed dude. And we definitely wouldn't be the Balla Boyz without him.

Finally rounding out the Balla Boyz, is the youngest, fastest, and cockiest one of us all Mr. DJ Broome.
He is tied for second funniest with me lol. Although sometimes he can tend to be quiet and sit back and watch, one you get him started..good luck trying to stop him. He is the guy that makes the Balla Boyz go when we are playing basketball. He makes the game easier for all of us. He also claims to talk the most shit out of all of us. Although I don't hear too much, I'm usually concerned with my own defense. He got HAAL co-mvp this season, so he has evidence to back up his opinion of being good. This kid really completes us. With this guy we are the baddest bunch of ninja's yall will see on the court. Us 4 and any other person will usually beat any team that tries to play us.

I really think that I can depend on these guys in almost any situation and I hope they feel the same way about me. Us 4 have been through a lot, a lot of good times lol. And I can always expect a good time when we get together. We are the Balla Boyz.
There are also some unofficial Balla Boyz I wanna give a shout out to like my man Andy Kaneshiro and Michael Proulx, also Mich Pepoon. All good peeps and I feel blessed to have them as my friends.

There is also one ninja that I will never forget about and that is my main man Robert Clary. This man, I swear, mark my words, will change the world one day.

Me and him never were really to ever take a good pic together but this is as close as it's going to get. Now I know I can trust this man with my life. I have a nice lil write up on him on my myspace that I'm going to post for all you guys at home. This guy is really one of my heroes.

Roberto Clarified...man this my man right here!....i can tel this man anything...anything!...and i kno he would relate. I can't begin to tell u how much he means to me and how much he has helped me mature and understand who I am and where I wanna go. This guy is there for me always. Truly a great friend

Me and him met in PE in ninth grade and have always had that connection. And jr. and senior yr we really became best friends. He is in Texas right now going to college, but no matter where he lives, we will always be best friends…

Songs of the Day: Ray Lavender-Stay..can download
Marey Carey-Touch My Body remix ft. Bizzy Bone..click It.

Piccolo-Vibin...just feeling the song..

Life Continued

Sorry errrbody, I know your favorite blogger has been away for a minute but I've been busy lol not really, but it has been a tough last 4 days. I was studying all Tuesday for my two test on Wed, and when i say all Tuesday I mean finding time to waste most of the day and sparingly studying from like 8p,-5am. It wasnt all studying i also had two assignments to do.

Because of all that studying came three results.

1. First one, I'm positive I got a Low A-High B on my communications mid-term(LOL doesnt "mid-term" make it sound better than "test"), but to tell you the truth it wasn't that difficult.
2. Secondly, I'm positive i got AT BESSST a C on my Anthropology mid-term, prolly got more like a D though, (Update i got a B on the test) like forreals it was the hardest test that I have taken since Ive been in college. How the FAUX are you supposed to know who created the ideas for "catastrophism" and other ideas like that when the teacher says nothing about any of that stuff. He also doesnt tell us what to study. He just tells us that test is going to be on chapters such and such. Not to mention my 6 year old nephew has better handwriting than this highly intellegent 70 yr old. And he is a smart guy dont get me wrong, but my other two friends in the class agree that is was the hardest shizz ever. Oh welllll
3. Lastly, I decided to play basketball that Wed night to let off some steam, and i played for three hours. I got about an hour of rest from the time i came home from my classes to eating and then playing Basketball. I also then stayed up till 2 doing nothing. Needless to say i was tireeeedddd.

Resulting from this tiredness, came me sleeping in till 3(yes that's 3 like before 4 and after 2)pm. Lol I woke up at like 9 and 10am but I just kept telling my body that I needed more rest, plus I dont have classes on Thurs, or Tues, yea I know yall hate me. So when I woke up I decided to watch a movie, and just wait till 7....so I could play more basketball, haha that seems to be my schedule these days. And that is why I have finally decided to finish up my story.

So picking up from where I left off, I couldnt tell her that I had just kissed some girl, so we continued our relationship. So here comes the interplay of friends and rumors.

My "bestfriend" it seems told his girlfriend what I had done, and even more. He lied to her and told her that I had had sex with the girl that I had only kissed. This is soooo completely false. Why you ask would he lie to his gf and say this? I really thought about this question myself. I couldn't understand it. Well it could be to save face. He had been cheating on his girlfriend to a vast degree and he probably thought he could redirect the attention of his mishaps onto me. It could be that his "gf" saw me in a good light as a good person and he wanted to ruin that. He might have been jealous of me, I dunno. That and boyfriends tend to tell their girlfriend's their bestfriend's dirtiest secrets, ya know in confidence that they would never say anything about it. Just like how I told my girlfriend how this bestfriend was cheating cheating on his girlfriend with three other girls. Yes three. Lol but that is life.

So, about..hmm..I think a month later, my "bestfriend's" girlfriend found out about all HIS dirty laundry and just goes on a rage, I mean like wanting to hurt the guy rage. They of course break up, and the girl does whatever she can to make the guy feel like absolute shit. This in turn means making all his closet friends turn on him, while making their lives miserable at the same time. So his ex-girlfriend now calls my girlfriend, and tells her allllll this falsified information. Tells her that I had sex with ol girl and that I'm a cheating bastard, and she needs to get rid of me ASAP.

Man...I remember getting that voicemail. I was playing basketball, and I go to my phone, and it says one missed call from "Koolest Person On The Planet" and there is a voicemail. I thought to myself cool, she called(which was kinda rare). So I listen to it, and in a worried voice, I hear something along the lines of we need to talk. Right away I knew what it was, I could tell just from her voice. So I tried to do the right thing, I called. So we are on the phone (whoa my hand started sweating from thinking about this) and I asked her what was wrong, and she straight up asked, did you do anything with so and so. Ok, so people here have told me that I should have just lied to her and denied denied denied, but I'm glad I was able to tell her the truth. I as a person don't really like lying. I just tell you the truth(haha balla boyz...mom: "what are you boys doing tonight?" me: "oh you know getting drunk") Soooooo I told her that I kissed the girl and felt up on her WHEN I was drunk.(fucking alcohol) She hung up on me.....

That night, I tried talking to her and calling her to no avail. I at this point was not only mad at myself for doing those things and not telling you at first but also mad that my ex found out. I know that only one person could have told her. I called up my friend and he said that he didnt say anything. He did say that he told his ex gf awhile ago. This led me to calling her up. I was so heated at her, like so, we were not even on bad terms before then. So I asked her why and she said that I was no better than her ex because I cheated to. I told her that I had only kissed the girl (which is still very bad) and etc. She then told me that she heard I had sex with the girl. She said that her bf told her I had sex, I told her what really happened and...LMAO and she said SORRY. Like really??? U just ruined my relationship over false info and u say sorry. WOW, but i deserved it anyways. The whole thing was my fault, I should have never had anything to hide. Anyways I asked her to call my gf up and tell her the Truth. She did so, but my gf had heard enough already and wasnt going to listen to what either of us had to say. So in my last effort I decided to try and talk to her at her job. So with my car making one of its last runs, I drove to the movie theatres at 1 in the morning. I sat in the lobby for about 15mins waiting for her after leaving numerous voicemails. She comes out and sees me, tells me that she doesnt want to talk to me, and walks away. This whole confrontation took about 2 minutes. Sadly, I just walked back to my car, sat in it and thought awhile, then drove back home.

I was mad at her, wrongfully I know, But still mad, I drove all they way to her job and she couldnt even give me 5 minutes. I had the person that told her the lies on me call her and tell her the truth. I felt as if there was nothing I could do. So I just didnt really do anything after that. The timing was just horrible after that. She went on some family trips like three I think and I had no way of seeing her and she worked alot as well, so did I. I tried calling a couple times, but I ended up writing her a letter. I can express things better on paper when I have time to think, I feel. I gave her the letter that talked about how sorry I was and how much I missed her and the truth, thats really all that I could say, when she got back from I think her second trip. She visited me either that night or the next after she got off of work. I was very sad sitting there on the bench with her in front of my house as she explained that she just couldnt go out with me again after that, and how we were going off to college anyways, and how she was going to really miss my family. That was the last time I seen her all of summer break. Actually that was the last time I've seen her at all.

I wrote her another letter after that, and dropped it in her mailbox, again it said things like I would give anything to be with her, and that I didnt care if we were going to college. Ya see I realized that all the fights we had were over little stuff, and in the big picture they dont really matter.

The next girlfriend I have Imma make sure I dont fight over all the little shit. I promise this. Back to the story, she wrote me a letter back this time, she told me she did miss me and the corniness that came with but still couldnt be with me.
I figured, she probably wanted to meet guys in college, and she was probably ready to get out of our relationship anyways. I would see her in party pictures on myspace or facebook. I can't fault her really cuz I messed up, and it is what I deserved. She was moving on. I tried to that summer too but couldnt fully. I didnt want it to end on those terms. But sometimes, thats just how LIFE is. (I heard some people say that if she really really cared about me then she would have got back with me, that forgiveness was possible. I thought to myself I was in the wrong she owes me nothing...even though that "bestfriend" and "heated crazy ex-gf" ended up getting back together about a month or two later, even though he cheated with threee different girls....???...I dunno, I guess she REALLY loves the kid) I just think I never had my proper closure. Its better if we didnt go out cuz we didnt work but still, you still want that closure, I really can't stand people being mad at me. It hurts me.

I went off to college, and I think wrote her b4 I left and once since Ive been in college. We actually talked on the phone once or twice, with me calling her her first week in college to see how she liked it and to tell her I got a new phone number(ya know in case she wanted to ever speak to me lol...). Hmm I guess I should have cherished those moments a little bit more at the time huh? And that has been my life so far with lil mess ups on facebook or AIM by me trying to say SOMETHING to her. I sent her a little package for valentines day to her dorm, and I got a nice voicemail in return, and a 3 min convo. That was good enough for me. I wrote some pretty heartfelt stuff in that vday card, and I wanted to kinda see how she felt, if anything.

Ok so now audience I want yall to do me a favor really fast….

Picture your greatest career ever that you've worked for many years to get.

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Ok so now let’s say your career was to be a very, very rich businessman and that’s the only career that u’ve ever truly wanted.

Now picture that career telling you…straight up...that it doesn’t think that you can cut it. haha
You should be a gas pumper or grocery bagger. You wouldnt want to live your dream life being rich and having a fascinating career. See, I believe you have to constantly work in a relationship. U cant just give up on it if it doesn't seem to work out at first.

Yea that’s kinda how it feels. It SUCKS, but like I said this is LIFE, just a tiny part of it. I figure I’m only 18, and I’ve already been in a couple relationships. Ill hit my peak about 30? Lol so that means I got (counts on hand)…I dunno but I know that there is a lot of life ahead me(I hope) and I plan on making the most of it. Plus my diet is going ok, still on pace, all my teeth are still intact, I shower daily, I’ve tried this thing they call “deodorant” but I got mixed feelings lol, I'm smart, kinda funny(looking), and I work(when i can)….I think I should be good lol….like they say there are "many fishes in the sea"...or in my case, there are alot of good, well deserved careers out there....lol alot of cute careers out there too I see.

Girls shouldn't be scared off because of what happened. I truly feel I have learned my lesson and have had a terrible what 7 months suffering from it. I am ready to move on and see what the world has to offer. So girls if you want to contact me my number is 562 313...get the faux out of her lol, naw just find me at Brooks or LBstate, or of course CVizzle. www.myspace.com/babydirk

(Oh yea to the ex out there that isnt getting mentioned, dont feel bad, I cared for you too at one point. I just dont think it was meant to be. You were a little "off the chain"..if thats what you call TPing someone's house, and ketchuping, condoming, and padding someone's car a year or more after yall break up, "off the chain".)

I guess you can say that for alot of relationships huh?

I'm off to bed, Im going to visit and spend the night over my boy Josh Yoo's place in Irvine tomorrow, and I'll prolly blog next time on Sat. telling yall how it went so until next time…Toney Baloney Out

Song of the Day: Asia Cruise Feat. Huey - Selfish (Official Remix)
song slap...hella catchy...

Shout out to my man Robert Clarified...doing Big things on the debate team in Texas....Word

Life

Quotes Of The Day: "Do not worry about the things that you cannot control."

"The truth shall set you free"

So its 1220 and I have about 1 hour and a half till my next class and i thought i would try to do a blog post real quick. I could not go to sleep last night for anything. I think i ruined my sleep schedule lol, I also watched the Invisible last night b4 i went to bed. I give it a 5.75/10..poor acting, ok story...So i woke up late and was 20 min late to my first class but didnt miss much..Regarding my three test i have some good news. First its only two test now cuz my psych test is next wed. and i know imma do good on one of them cuz we went over the study guide in class today and all that stuff seems really easy. Now my next class is Anthro and i hope he goes over the test or something.

So I decided that I'm going to now talk about my last relationship. A lot of people might read this and i'm a little scared of that but i feel that it is best if i don't hide anything. This is LIFE and it is best if you guys know what really goes on in mine. I'm not going to mention my ex but those who know me know who she is.

Once upon a time there was a kid named Tonez, and he had a crush on this girl since 7th grade, since the first time he moved to his new town and school. He never really said anything to her till his junior year of high school when he felt he was ready to pursue her. See I'm the romantic type who likes to take girls out and treat them nice and show them what a real gentleman is like. So I wasnt too comfortable with a mother driving us around or taking us places so I kinda felt that relationships when i was younger were pointless. Anyways I tried to get at the girl i guess you would say my junior year, but i guess not hard enough. I got the combo to her locker from her friend and for V-day i put flowers and cd and card asking her to Jr. prom. She said yes and i was in 7th heaven. We never really connected after that, I actually ended up getting a diff girlfriend a week b4 Jr. Prom, and later the girl i went to prom with told me that she was talking to another guy and thats why "we" never went anywhere. I went to Prom with her and had a good time.

Anyways i stayed with that other girl for 7th months before we broke up a little into my senior year. After that I kinda just concentrated on school and my senior year of basketball..which we went 22-5, and the "forever crush" girl had a boyfriend during that time somewhere. Then they broke up and I thought that i would give it another shot. So I asked her to a date, and we went to see this play. Hahaha man we both looked back at that play as one of the most boring things ever. And then after that date i asked her to another date, this time dinner and a movie, and i felt that went well. In between all that i think i went over her house to study cuz we had psych together and thats when i met her family. I really liked her family and think that is a critical part of any relationship. So I dunno if i was just wishing it went as well as i thought it did, but i felt that we were doing good and that i would ask her out soon. The chance came after her volleyball tournament that I went to to see her play. So i was invited and knew in advance and i wanted to be sweet about asking her out. Over and over I would hear from her that she loved peanut butter, so I decided to make her PB cookies and on top i "tried" to sprinkle the words. WILL U GO OUT W ME onto them..I think I still have that pic in my photobucket...let me see..here it goes

As you can tell, I'm not the best baker or sprinkler, but i sure did try haha. Anyways, I got to talk at lengths with her Grandma while at the all day vball tournament. So longer story a little shorter, I broke out the cookies in front of her house with just me and her in her car, and she said yes on my sidekick when my friend Dj asked "what did she say?" over aim. Lol I think people should think that's a really good ending to that pursuit. U can't write better than that. Haha alright so I'm just ecstatic over this news, shoot i think i had the hardest time going to bed that night. My dream girl was finally mine. Here's goes part II. If you guys believe in happy endings and such, you should just stop reading now. This is LIFE and you have to accept it as it comes. Unfortunately it didn't end all happy.

So we are going out now, and I'm genuinely trying to get to know her, like really know her. I asked her out at the end of March and as you know school ends in May and we go to college. I had already made up my mind that I was going to Long Beach State and she hadn't decided where she wanted to go. She ended up deciding to go to go a UC near Sacramento. Now I'm not going to blame college for the fallout but I think it was a major reason on why we acted the way we were. I myself think that i was rushing getting to know her, cuz i wanted to develop that bond before we went to college cuz i knew if we wanted to try and last in college we would have to have that. (Kids, don't rush relationships, most times you have all the time in the world to get to know someone. there is no need to rush things) And in turn for her part, I don't think she was opening up to me because she knew that we were both going to college and she didn't want to get attached and have that emotional loss while in college. So as you would think things didnt go to well. I mean we spent time together, i remember we would always just sit in one of our cars after school and just talk, usually about nothing but I looked at it as quality time. She wasnt really a phone type of girl so we didnt have long convos on the phone. I'm not going to lie I am/was a jealous bf. Early in the relationship, I remember i got up at like 5 and delivered flowers, card and cd to her house just cuz i wanted to do something sweet for her. Lol so she thanks me over aim, and then i didn't really talk to her the rest of the day. Needless to say I wanted to spend some time with her that day. So come to find out, she went to lunch with two of her GUY friends, and then after that....they allllll washed her car! Hahaha wow, so as u would assume I was a little mad about that. I know girls need their time with their friends, I still felt I should have at least got an invitation....To be young.....anywho we continued with our relationship and ended up going to senior ball together. That was a pretty cool night. And about a month later we graduated. I was happy with her, we had fun on the senior cruise, we got back at like 4 I think, and I dunno, she was my girlfriend of three months and I kinda just wanted to spend the time after the cruise with her. But we decided to go home anyways, and she ended up taking one of the dudes from the washing car episode home...cuz he didn't drive. So the next day I asked her if she got some good sleep and she said Kinda, she then told me that she spent the night at the guys house cuz they fell asleep watching a movie. Ok i understand that he has been your friend forever but i just thought that was a little much, especially when i deeeeep down inside just wish that I was him getting to fall asleep to a movie with you. So I tried hard to hold in my jealousy and all that cuz i wanted the relationship to work. Sometimes it just doesnt work that way, so we continued to fight bit by bit but all in all we managed to stay together. Even though looking back, we probably should have broken up then.

Here's where the story gets sad/bad. I really do try my best to be the best human that i can be. I almost never lie to people for better or worse, and I'm am generally a nice and helpful guy. I went to a Christian school for 6 years, and I love God and believe that that school instilled in me really good morals. Before this one fateful night yall have to understand Ive only drank about 2-3 times before that and I was no way as bad as I was this night. I have never really been a big alcohol drinker because of my father.
So we decide to go to this party at one of her friends house that she was house sitting a couple weeks after graduation. It wasnt even a party, just a get together. I brought two of my good friends and she had a few of her friends and such. So we get to drinking, and I'm drinking alot, more than Ive ever had. So me and my girlfriend are having fun. She did not nearly drink as much as me cuz she had to be home later and she was driving, me on the other hand was not driving. So we are having fun and kissing and just hanging out, and then she tells me she has to go, and i figured I would just get a ride home with one of my friends. So I kiss her goodbye and see her to the door. After that I head to the couch and lay down. Next thing I know the host of the party, my gf's "friend" comes next to me and her herself having her good amount of drink, decided to lay next to me. So out of nowhere she starts kissing me, and I'm at guilt too cuz i didnt stop her. Then i felt up on her chest, but thankfully there were still people there, in the back hottubbing, but when they started to come inside, it stopped and she let me be. And that couch is where I fell asleep soon after. So my good friend got his kiss on as well that night..with another girl that wasn't his gf. He spent the night too, and we ended up exchanging stories afterward. Of course I felt bad about doing what I did, i felt horrible. But my gf didnt know and I knew for sure if she ever found out that...I would lose my dream girl. So i elected not to tell her, i know this was wrong but i didnt want her to know. I have always said that I would never cheat on my girlfriend, but i just lost control and i dont really know if it could have been our recent fighting that i did not stop kissing that girl.

We'll continue this story when i get back from school....its 130 and i have class at 2

Dang Finished Another One

Aight so we finished our song, "stars in the sky"..u can listen and download here http://www.zshare.net/audio/8035177f569de6/
Other than that...Yall know the drill

Quote OF The Night: "Trust only movement, life happens at the levels of events, not of words. Trust movement"

Songs of The Night: U already know-STARS IN THE SKY-800 BLOCK

Hmm..lets go with...Deepside-Bubble Bath...Click It..Song Goes

Anywho I've been wondering if i need to share my tremulous love life on this blog?? I already ended up telling the story to one girl so far...was kinda awkward but felt kinda good at the same time. I got some interesting stories I think but I dunnoo..
Not much to say today. Seems like that song took forever to do, but its coo cuz we got another planned for maybe tomorrow? Im not sure. Its gonna be a lovey dovey song, with a nice romantic beat, and its gonna be about all of our first loves....MUSIC.

So I have two I think maybe three test on Wed. Hmmm only really worried about one of them. Soooo tomorrow for me is going to be study day....Pshhhh who said you couldn't have the same study routine that you had in high school? Studying at the last moment....Can u say 3.5 last semester?? Yea i like to brag about it cuz i was the one who worked for it. U talk to me after yall stay up all night during finals studying...That was crazy but I feel it was worth it. I'm outty, its 215am and i need some sleep forreals....bye until later...

And I would like someone to tell me that has seen the Movie "Heartbreak Kid", that my lyrics are not the shizzle for rizzle when i say, "Heartbreak kid you can call me part cheesy".....Yalll have to remember Martin saying, "Miranda, we are all waiting to play parcheesy" LMAO anywayssss...i really need to make a movie song cuz i got sooo many references...

Stars In The Sky!

Yee Relieved...Today was one boring ass day..I took Eazy to Target and we got new stuff for Corey, then couldnt concentrate on hw so 800 Block decided to come with another songgg..my roommate finally on it, the song is called "stars in the sky", i think this is my favorite verse out of my three songs lol...imma bout to throw down my verse in a second. Lol if Felix can get his verse right........LMAO. And on this pace we going to make a little cd...i think that would be a cool experience for college...how many other kids can tell you they made a hip hop album in college? yeeeeea thats what i thought.

In other news congrats to CV for winning your NCS game, good luck in the semi's...and tonight Tonez got some bad good news if there is such. I think it's what i was expecting but it's different when you finally see it...All I can say is....Good luck with the rest of your life. Sorry i was nagging.

Tonez out......until later tonight when i post the song.

What A Night!!!

Mannn that was one helll of a night, forreals i went to bed at like 6am...hate doing that, and thats why i just woke up right now. Anywho let me get down to telling yall whats up.

Quote Of The Day: "Through all and alll....remember one thing.....Life goes on"

Yea had to make that quote up real quick, in memory of my man Yun Rey's bedsheets and such.

Aight so here goes the story, its easy to say that last night was a boring night here at brooks college. It was bout 1am and I had just got done whooping Yung Co(rey) in some Halo 3(SIKE), and we didnt have anything to do so in comes Mr. Gerald on the Beat telling us to pick out a beat for the song me and my roommate Felix wanted to make. We split up with Eazy who wanted to drink wit the white kids and we go to Gerlads room and go through about 30-40 beats picking out our top 5. We decided to rap over this one beat because it was just plain....and simple....and catchy. Only problem is that we didnt have a concept to our song...In comes Yung Rey the musical genius, and proposes we call the song "Plain and Simple" and just run with that...haha swear u think u can come up with a concept for a song? It's harder than you think but if yall got some ideas, throw em in the comment section and the 800 block over here will try and make it a song lol. Here's the only picture i could find of Me, Corey, and Gerald...Gerald has the glasses on, and Corey is the black dude standing up.

Anyways we take bout 45 minutes to write our lyrics, well least me and Rey do lol Felix and Gerald takes about 5 mins thinking of our chorus. Here are a couple pics of us spitting that hot fire.

So we finish 2/3 of the song and are pretty much done for the night. And the song is fire IMO, yall can check it out here: SONGGGG but i wouldnt advise yall to download it there...thats just a rough copy, wait for the finished mp3, plus thats 20mbm, way tooo much.

Anyways, we are almost done and Yung Rey decides to go to his room to get some, next thing you know he comes back to and says, "Eazy threw up in our room and on MY bed". We all sit there stunned and silent and then me and Gerald think that there is no way, so we go to his to check out the scene. In the room, we first see throwup on the floor when you walk in, then when you turn we see Corey's bed which has thrown up noodles all on his sheets, and then we finally see Eazy passed out on his bed, which has throw up on it. WOWOW..and if yall need proof check out the links to the pics, there is no way imma put them directly on my blog.

EXHIBIT A
EXHIBIT B

So as you would imagine, Yung Rey is furious at this point and woke Eazy up and told him that he has to fix ALLLL of this in the morning. So aight...let me explain something really fast.
Alcohol is one hell of a drug, and is very complex. It makes you do the stupidest stuff, not listen to people who have some sense of the situation, and even makes you very emotional(I know this one lol, right Mom?) anywho....Eazy who had no recollection of what he did, and is still tipsy decides that it would be a good idea to try and wash everything at 330 in the morning. Despite all of us telling him to just do it in the morning, your not gonna stop a drunk kid so he continues to try and wash Corey blankets. We dont want anything to do with this so we go back into Geralds room to finish the song. Next thing you know, Im getting called on my cellphone, and it's Eazy telling me he needs my help and cant find his wallet, So i ask him, "Eazy did you check the back pocket of jeans?"...and he says, "imma do that right now" lol wow. So after Rey decides that he doesnt even want his stuff anymore and he asks Eazy to just buy him new stuff. Eazy like any other tipsy person does not get the point when we tell him to just go to sleep. He has dropped most of Corey's bedsheets into the hallway and we are out there examinng everything and he comes out and tells Corey he wants to talk to him, presumably to apologize, understandly Corey declines and tells him to just go to sleep and buy new sheets tomorro. Eazy then gets pretty emotional throwing all his stuff like his keys,wash card into the hallway and goes outside onto the stairs.
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Part 2:
I dont think I could ever become a psychiatrist, you know sitting there listening? Its pretty hard stuff if you ask me. Not to mention its 5x harder when ur dealing with a drunk person. So Antonio decides to go get Eazy and bring him back in to go to sleep and get some rest. Not to mention he threw his keys into the hallway and had no way to get back in. I walk outside and hear someone crying, this is at 530am. I walk up a flight of stairs and find Eazy. He's talking to me and im talking to him mostly just trying to get him to come back inside, and keeps telling me "No, you dont care your not listening", so I make a deal with him telling him if i listen to him he has to come back inside. He agrees. So I listen to Eazy and its pretty sad what he is telling me. I know he doesnt like to talk about it when he is sober but i think that helps best, so he was telling me about how his friends mean everything to him and how he doesnt even wnat to live if he doesnt have them. And how he knows he messed up bigtime by throwing up on his best friends sheets. The only words that i could muster were,"He knows your sorry and i told him already that life goes on" and then i had to go on and explain to Eazy that we all make mistakes and how what happened with me and my last gf was the biggest mistake of my life, and i also explained to Eazy that we are ur friends for a reason and that everything will be ok in a couple days, i told him that friends always get mad at each other, and in the end they are still friends. After listening to him a little more and telling him I would take him to Target the next day i got him to go inside and go to sleep. Thus ending the night at 6am with the sun coming up.

Then my roommate Felix couldnt go to bed cuz it was too late, so he went to play golf lol. And I sent a text message..prolly in vain but its cool.

So that was my night and now I am about to take Eazy to Target.....see ya later

ONLY SONG OF THE DAYYY:
Yung Rey, Geral On The Beat, and yours truly....Tonez- Simple and Plain.............CLICKME.......................Simple and PLain....Dont Download

Making That Song

Yeee Yeeee Tonez Checkin in right here..just throwing something down....Us kiddos at Brooks College bout to make a song right now...Called Plain And Simple...Yep Yep..Its 135Am and this is what we do lol....Man we are bored kids...Ill Be back later to post the song and such.....

Ay tho on another note...I met the hottest Arbiter in Long Beach LMAO, i know this is hella mean, but i'm sorry i had to do it...And for the kids that don't know a Arbiter is from Halo.
Had to take the picture off...felt kinda bad lol...

Yeee Three In The First Day...don't expect this all the time.

Aight so i think i've given yall enough quotes for one day right??? Nawww lol imma put up some Lupe lyrics and i have to tell yall bout how i fell in love with this ninja's music..pretty cool story i guess...but here ya goo...and thanks too WHYvette saying that my blog "only uses 4 colors imma make the quote PURPLE
Lyrics of the Day(post): "Your my sure fire, superstar, sure shine, fine dime, extravaganza, fantastic, supersize with extra cheese...yes indeed...and then i say GOOOOOOO" GO BABY-Lupe

Going back to black font now...ok so if u were paying attention, i went and played bball tonight(for treeeeee hours) and i am exhaustedddd...shower felt hellllza good, so now i am sitting in bed writing for yall. I sprained my ankle playing and its kinda sore but ill b aighttt lol...so because of my basketball night i present you with this video:

Aight so if you have never played basketball, well pick up basketball, you can trust me in saying that you will always find people out there like these haha..i would also add "the old timer who thinks he knows everyhting" but that is just me.

Moving on to other things. Imma touch on Valentines day weekend really quickly..well really not really.
Aight so, for Valentines day i know everyone thinks i was getting my boogy on and such but no oh contrair(sp) i had a very wonderful day with my madre. She came down on Thursday cuz we had a family bbq to go to on Saturday and i only have one class Friday. So she came down and we ate lunch together, and watched THE BRAVE ONE together (On a side note the brave one is an excellent movie that everyone should see, Jodie Fosters acting is on point and my man Terrance Howard, who always looks like he is going to cry when he is acting, is terrific...Ending to the movie is off the lampost..its tight..thats a 10/10)
Getting back to my story...Valentines day was cool, and i ended playing some good basketball that night too. I also sent my mom a V-day card in the mail on like friday and i called her to see if she got it before she came down to visit me, and i was like trying to make it a surprise so i would be like, "Hey can you check the mail..is there anything with my name on it??" she said noooo...then i said, "IS there anything with your name on it from me?" once again she said nooooo..LMAO so i say, "MOM DID YOU GET MY VALENTINES DAY CARD TO YOU IN THE MAIL???" and then she goess, "ohhhhhhhh, i think i did see something like that for me a couple days agooo"...so I sit there shaking my head on the phone like "forreallss" as she is opening my letter trying to act surprised haha oh well..
Aight so on Friday when she was in the LBC i told her to come to class with me cuz its a big lecture hall with not that many students and i told her she could just sit in...so she does and she agrees with me in the fact that we both dont know what the heck my political science teacher EVER talks about.
Then after that haha this is funny cuz i was heated....Aight so i'm frickin in my last pair of boxers, i swear it worked out just right because i needed to wash clothes very badly and i was waiting for my mom to come day for that weekend...and no not because she does my laundry but because i wanted to take them over my cousins house,where we were staying, and wash them for FREE(i am a college student) ...so we get back home after class and shes like ok lets go wash your clothes and im like foo sho so i take my hamper to the car, and we are rolling..and then guess what???????....She flippen takes me to the LAUNDRY HOUSE DOWN THE STREET....LMAO i have my own car i could have done that myself, so im just heated at her cuz i would have washed them a long time ago if i knew that we were going there. She just said that she didnt want to impose on my cousins house...so i was mad at the time, but im glad i can look back at it now and laugh...Kids...Life is short, appreciate the time you have here.
Saturday we went to the family get together in LA and had a good time, except for the waiting till like 1am for an uncle whose flight lost his luggage, but overall, anytime with my mom and family is good time for me......
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So during that time at the laundry house, I walked over to Chipotttlay..and man i was thinking, it killssss me how lame they are on giving you food..like forreals another scoop of chicken is gonna hurt your buget like that? lol sorry if i sound like a fat-ass but i like my cheese and they be shitting on me with their two finger grab and toss on my burrito...And are u fricking serious on WHITE rice? I SHAKE MY HEAD everytime i go there and see white rice and not mexican brown rice...I still eat it tho lol...but least i can complain in my blog...haha forreals though if yall kids wants some really real mexican food...go to GUADALAJARA on umm shoot whats that street...with the power of google...on east 14th in San Leandro...swear like 4 dollars for a super burrito...compared to Chipieceofass 8 dollar Burrito...ANDDDD i dont even get a free soda anymore with my school ID..."we stopped that Jan. 1st" NINJA PLEASE, im paying 8 dollars and i dont get a drink? wow

I think that's good for this post, im glad i was able to touch on my valentines weekend..Next post i will talk about the ridiculous Western Conference in the NBA, this might be the greatest playoffs ever...forreals.....OH and i'm starting a diet lol...need to lose the belly.......here goes some music

SONGS OF THE NIGHT: Kanye-Hey Mama(Grammy Version): listen/download it here
only right i have this song after talking so much bout my mama..sad song, emotional

USHER-Love in the Club ft Jeezy: listen/download it here
song is fireeee....usher is back lol..haha but really i hope this cd will be as good as this single. NEXT...Lets go with..another comeback song..

Mariah Carey-Touch My Body: listen/download it here
now this song really is off the chain..ive always liked her music, her voice is amazing...and i would touch that bod....anyways lol...Nick knows i be touching mariahs body allllllll day lol....just kidding my ninja..and ppl thats a inside joke wit me and him

Until next time...byersss

Let's See What I Can Do

Aight so let's get a quote...
Quote of the day:
"Your reputation is in the hands of others. That's what a reputation is. You can't control that. The only thing you can control is your character."

Of course that's not my quote but I'm diggin it like a archaeologist..haha wow.

So I'm getting ready to play basketball at 6pm, and those of yall that know me know that Basketball is like the shizzznit for me, and i crave it. Let's touch on a couple of things realllly quick.

Movie Reviews: Jumpers, The Eye, Cloverfield

1. Jumpers-7/10 So I have seen a few movies lately, I've seen Jumpers and The Eye, and Cloverfield(Twice). I'm going to start off with Jumpers because I've seen it most recently. I thought it was an ok movie, the locations were on point. The story was ok, power was tight, I suggest people who wish they had superpowers to go watch this. Most likely going to be a sequel. Rachel Bilson is fireee!! Ending wasnt too great. I'm going to give it a 7/10.
2. The Eye-5.5/10 Hmm this movie was ok, Jessica Alba tries her best, but the story was kind of just chugging along. I personally was satisfied with it, but I'm sure alot of people will be disappointed. The ending was kind of lame cuz you didnt know where the movie was going. a few jumpy moments but wasnt really that scary. Imma have to give it a 5.5/10
3. Cloverfield-9.5/10 I thought this was a great movie, and i have heard some people think this was a very shitty movie. People have to realize that this is a first person survival movie. Your not supposed to know the ending of facts about the monster. If something attatcked your city you wouldnt know where the hell it came from or what it was called. Definately must see this movie in theatres, hurry because it's coming to DVD soon. I bet money there will be a a sequel as wel. I give this movie a 9.5/10. Lived up to my expectations, only thing is it could have been a bit longer..like 1hr and 15min long.
4. Next review will be of Definately Maybe and umm let's see i got A Country for Old Men i have to watch too
   

So yea i gotta go play basketball now lol some people are waiting to get smashed, so i will try and post another tonight..until then i leave you will a little more music to listen to.

Songs Of the Day: New Version of What You Got-Colby Oldonis: click it yooooooo
Can't really tell the difference but i like the song so yee yee....NEXT

This be my boys Yung Rey and KJAX from the LOVE HATES..this they new singlayyy called You So Crazyyy: check it outttttttt

First Blog Posttt!!

Man it has taken forever for me to get this thang tha thang thang crackin. I will always try and start off with a quote..today's selection is not deep, just funny to me. And it might not always be a quote quote but it might be lyrics to, two, tooooo.

quote of the day: thanks yvette
"b8b3exki5s3z (11:30:03 PM): i cant ever come off as a bitch i dont know why"

Soooo since i made a big deal of my first post being really long, I'm just going to say hellooooo. I am Antonio Gomez and this is thy blog. I shall be talking about all kinds of things, like life, movies, music..lol everything. here are some pictures of me so yall can know who's posting: yee..smells like pee.... i'm from the place where we goo dumb dumb lmao


I'm also going to have songs that y'all can download, just click the links.
song(s) of the day: Ryan Leslie- Valentine: Song goessss click me
E-40-Turf Drop: click me too